Uhm, yeah that was the case I guess. It just so happened that I’m too late na.
I was kind of like viewing all the old pictures in Friendster and it quickly flashed me back to the past. Its like 4th year, I felt that I’m starting to like the BEST girl in school. She then happened to like me din, but her feeling was much quicker to diminish than mine.
Fast forward to today, its been 6 years and I want to cry. Uhm, can I actually not turn back the clock? Hahah, stupid me of course I can’t! But I mean maybe there’s a way to do so? Like could I invest in some technological equipments that could guarantee me to do this?
I like you, a lot. Maybe at some point you would also….? Obviously not! But I can always help..
The feeling and urge of me loving and helping someone without the need of getting back in return is… Can I not be happy just to be someone playing behind the scenes? Of course I can. But why do I feel so melancholic?
Maybe its just me, or maybe its just for this day as I type this entry. Or maybe I could go simply just by keeping it into myself. I don’t know… Don’t we have any undo buttons that we could use maybe just three times? I mean I haven’t used any pa naman eh..:(
Can I not turn back the clock really? Try more effort to show someone that I love her and maybe we’re the right pair together? I could possibly turn the clock eh? how?