Exactly My First Year Working For WorldPartner

Exactly My First Year Working For WorldPartner

So yesterday (June 22 2011) was exactly my first year working for a company called WorldPartner (or SplitmediaLabs if you will). Its just fascinating how its so quick. It just seems like my first day was like a week ago and here I am now, on my first year.

I’d say I’m enjoying the ride so far for the most part. A lot has changed since I came in. I started out under the tutelage of John Tan w/c I believe has done a good job on me as far as being a good listener/follower/whatever. I worked initially under Mr.Cheerstrup and Mrs.Zhpr and they were both fantastic people.

Then I transferred to the XSplit room and met more awesome people and made new friends. Then I started working more directly under Mr.Maby and it was tough at first but then I got used to it. I also got a couple of raises for my compensation although it isnt really big at all, nothing significant.

A lot of people have resigned and/or fired since I came in and it makes me wonder, when’s my time? ;-)

Some Improvements Won’t Harm, I Guess

Some Improvements Won’t Harm, I Guess

Part of growing up is finding the flawed area of your personality (or character if you will) and improving them. I haven’t really done any sort of blog post about this ever but I’m on constant look on things to improve or that I should improve. Doesn’t necessarily mean I’m about to work on those though. ;-)

So here’s the list:

  • Cutting down on beers/alcoholic stuff – my story of drinking is kind of like unique. I was never alcoholic and i started drinking when I was like in 3rd year college and it was like twice or thrice a year. Long story short, I graduated, eventually got bored and that is where my obsession with drinking beer. Now not that I really have to NOT drink anymore or stop my every saturday session with myself but I guess its more about a).cutting down on the quantity (I’m fine with 2 bottles, now I want 4 or more) and b).stop trying to drink too fast to be sober. This is something that I’m not in control lately. I need to be sane enough to still be the same classy guy that could still do things correctly and not do weird things.  Well to sum it up, its about being a responsible drinker yet with lesser quantities if possible.
  • Not thinking too much of sad things – I’m not sad at all but I’m not a  natural happy-go lucky type of person I weigh more on things that depress me rather than ponder on the happy moments. Its a problem that’s common for introverted type of persons but its something that I have to  at least minimize.
  • Saving money, cutting down on expenses - This should be a top priority. Uhm, lately I have been spending money more than I usually do and the last month that I was able to save money was April. Now thats very very uncommon of me since I’m very frugal and do usually spend nothing on stuffs that I don’t need. A big part of it is due to my credit card, responsibilities as the eldest son and of course some small raise given in my job. As of this writing, my entire salary for the month of May has already been wiped out and July should be a fresh month to start with.
  • Better decision-making - I am very horrible with making decisions and usually I end up facing the negative consequences of those decisions. My decisions are mostly based 70% emotionally and only 30% intellectual so thats why. Obviously I have my own sets of weaknesses regarding this matter and those weaknesses expose my poor ability to make decisions.
  • Minimize laziness - I stopped doing consulting/client work last April and that has allowed me to maximize my rest and watch television and stuff. Now that has brought some bad effects in which I have become lazy a bit. There’s too many to explain but that should be another critical improvement.

So I’lll try to revisit those things someday and hopefully I could be able to work on these things and then make progress.

ETBilu – The Twitter User You’re Unknowingly Following

ETBilu – The Twitter User You’re Unknowingly Following

I don’t know but there’s a pretty good chance by now that you are following ETBilu on Twitter without you’re knowledge. I know, after I woke up I noticed that all of a sudden I’m following this guy that I don’t even know. I unfollowed him but shortly after arriving in office I noticed that I am following him again! wtf?

ETBilu twitter

105,000+ followers for this guy? seriously? What’s more surprising is the trend/growth that ETBilu is receiving. Look:

That’s about 25,000+% increase in growth!  I don’t know how it happens and its not really a big issue. However it could be a cause of concern too because the guy just seems to be legit (based on my own analysis of his profile) yet he’s getting that tremendous growth that even him might not be aware of.

I don’t know. Its up for Twitter to figure out but one thing I know that I did before getting this guy is use Tweetdeck on my desktop. So maybe Tweetdeck is the culprit of all of this? Hmmm.

P.S. This guy has a scary twitter profile (background, avatar) by the way!  #EtBilu #Et Bilu

Skype Has Stopped Working

Skype Has Stopped Working

Update: Got this help somewhere else in Twitter..Here’s the solution:

RT @RashidShahzad: RT @imTaimur: To fix #Skype, delete shared.xml file from C:\Users\<username>\AppData\Roaming\Skype Worked for me

Oh yea, seems like Skype has stopped working for  majority of people today. Here’s a screenshot:

So there ya go. Obviously its caused by Microsoft and it fucking sucks especially when you’re in the middle of your work doing something. Thanks to that, I need to go home late and not perform my “medimode”

Looks like Microsoft is now integrating Skype to MSN. :(

#skypesucks

Accepting Limitations, then Handling Them Well

Accepting Limitations, then Handling Them Well

Accepting your very own limitations is something that a lot of people think they can do but they won’t admit they’re having difficulties with it. Its such a tricky thing that could easily get someone depressed or whatever.

I, myself is having difficulties accepting not just my own limitations but also the limitations in so many aspects of life. You want to buy a car? ok buy one but… You want to go to this place. Ok, go but… Act as who you are? ok  but prepare to…

Handling them is a completely different thing. I usually easily get depressed and livid when I get to think of those things but the good way to overcome them is to keep yourself busy which is something that I’m very good at (or at least good at pretending). But as soon as you get idle, you’ll end up wasting your time thinking of those things again.

I Like You,… a Lot

I Like You,… a Lot

Uhm, yeah that was the case I guess. It just so happened that I’m too late na. :(

I was kind of like viewing all the old pictures in Friendster and it quickly flashed me back to the past. Its like 4th year, I felt that I’m starting to like the BEST girl in school. She then happened to like me din, but her feeling was much quicker to diminish than mine. :(

Fast forward to today, its been 6 years and I want to cry. Uhm, can I actually not turn back the clock? Hahah, stupid me of course I can’t! But I mean maybe there’s a way to do so? Like could I invest in some technological equipments that could guarantee me to do this?

I like you, a lot. Maybe at some point you would also….? Obviously not! But I can always help..  :) The feeling and urge of me loving and helping someone without the need of getting back in return is… Can I not be happy just to be someone playing behind the scenes? Of course I can. But why do I feel so melancholic?

Maybe its just me, or maybe its just for this day as I type this entry. Or maybe I could go simply just by keeping it into myself. I don’t know… Don’t we have any undo buttons that we could use maybe just three times? I mean I haven’t used any pa naman eh..:(

Can I not turn back the clock really? Try more effort to show someone that I love her and maybe we’re the right pair together? I could possibly turn the clock eh? how?